NOOoooooo!

Akanishi Jin has actually quited KAT-TUN under Johnny's orders.
Sniff....Snifff....

Wat is KAT-TUN without Jin????!!!! But unfortunately they seem happy to lose him...or not....i dunno!!! WAaaaa!!!!
But then again i cant help but think tat Jin going to L.A solo is quite coincedential to me going to Canada fr uni..emmm
Maybe we can meet??

I better not mess with the hands of fate......

Poems I wrote a few Years back :

Betrayal and Agony

Hot, salty tears,
Migled with anger and confusion,
Snaked down my face.

I'm sick of being polite,
I'm sick of being the light,
Always shining but hollow inside,

Sick of being invisible,
It feels so horrible, to be solid yet unnoticeable,

By the very people you call friends,
But yet their demands never meet an end.



Notes: Ahhhhh I miss those emo days in Chung Hua K.B. Those crazy rainy days when we have to go to school to plan school events and when no one is in the mood to work and the time is running out. And no one gives shit to what i say. Oh well life is cruel.


Wish on a Star

Sometimes,
I just wish,
That you could sit silently by my side,
Under the cool moon,
while we gaze at the shining stars.

Its hard to forget
something that's hard to remember,
It exists only as a pain in my heart,
A longing which I could never ulfill.

Just by feeling your presence beside me is enough,
Under the cool moon and shining stars.

My heart wishing that this day will be eternal,
You are just like the stars twinkling above us,
Bright and Beautiful,
But hard to reach.

Notes: I was thinking of Graduation night when i wrote this.

My J-pop LOVE back on track~~~

Akanishi Jin would be going back to Japan and rejoining KAT-TUN in October !!! YEA

He's currently in L.A doing a solo concert. >.<

And KAT_TUN looks more cooperative than EVER!!

Jin and Kame is ACTUAALYY talking to each otheer on the recent RESCUE Concert.!!

YEAY!!! Ureshii yo~~

ne~~ Yamapi u're missing in ActioN wat have u been doing these past few months??

ne~ Yamapi have u ever heard of the song "What Becomes of The Broken Hearted" by Jimmy Ruffin...keeps playing in my head and heart.

JA BAtch Reunion

Today the Jan Batch had a reunion!!!!!

We watched "Knight and Day". Tom Cruise still look mesmerising....but Cameroon Diaz needs a make over...to much crowfeet...

I could say my dreams and wishes came true....one made me feel happy...another is more like a revelation.......=)..ne~~

If u ask Kathy you would know Yamapi.........wat i mean..

I would never forget him and his hug. I kinda hoped tat he will hug me like he is hugging someone he really cares for....but then again we can never ask too much.
Against my consense......i wanted my lipgloss stain to stay on his shirt...so that he'll rmb me always....as the gurl who like him b4 with all her heart. The gurl who let him trample on her pride and yet still let him be her fren.....The gurl who i call me.