Sad Sad Year 13 life

Dearest YAmapi,

I find myself heartbroken and extremely stupid.....but then again I was able to let go of the heavy bundle of emotions in my heart....to hell with him....Go on and keep on flirting...I dont give a damn anymore...Im gonna find myself a real man...not a gay, metrosexual guy like u!!!! GGGGRRRRRRRR Cant believe that I actually liked the guy...guess i was too desperade....haizzzz

Recently i find myself singing "You Cant Hurry Love" by Diana Ross and The Supremes.

Azimah and Arif made a bet that I would find a boy fren in a year's time. If they win, I wont 50 pounds to each of them!!! HAHA then Rif and I bet that Azimah will get boy fren in less 3 months, since she was first one to get boy fren when we first entered JIS last year.... Last year was a good year..... so many couples.... ah when love was ONCE in the air. haha

NOw....everyone is so tired of studying...(well, maybe just me) only some crazy ppl like Shin Mei and Ateef still keeps getting good grades.


I got B for Biology
D for Chemistry
B for Maths
C for Physics.....

I feel so SAD!!!WAAAA!!!!
I swear that Im not going to lose...I 'll beat you!!!!!!!

hehehehehe recently, I've developed a slight liking....to some cute guys around JIS...1.Waqas. I heard from Marmar that he is very rude and full of himself, popular guy....blah blah and he wants to be a football player but is forced by his dad to study and get good grades...apparently he was accepted by McGill University as well. He looks like a cool Iranian football star...hehe

Wat caught my attention was....once during P.E, we had to do this Multi-sports event where jan + aug students were mixed together and split into two big teams.
Each on opposites sides to one another of the gym. The teacher would blow the whistle and shout out a number, then the shouted number of students must run to the other side of the gym and pick up watever ball is thrown in to the middle of the gym and start playing... Once my team was playing hockey (with me in it) against Wagas and his team....I 'intentionally' collided into him to prevent him from scoring a goal. I expected him to shout "What the FUCK are u Up to Bitch???!!" But instead he said;" Are you ok?" with a very caring face. WoW ....KYAAAAaaaaaaa so cool!!!! Kakkoiii hahahah!!! crazy me....so evil muahahahahahaha!!!!

then there's...Han...as usual hunted down by the numerous Nepalese Girls in the BH. I heard from Nelson that they even have a ranking for the most handsome boys in the BH like Han is number one and someone else is some number...haha so funny.

I had a special episode with him as well....last year when I forst entered JIS. One after school day, I was walking back alone then I heard Edmund Chin calling me from behind, asking me to slow down. Then I turned around and saw Edmund and Han walking together ( they are very good frens).
Edmund offered to hold my files. and we started walking together. Then Han said to me : " Wo Ai Ni"(Kyaaa so cute) and I replied " Sarang Haeo" to him.

heheh I bet if he did that to one of those Nepalese Girls, They would FAINT!!! And Han is the same age as my sister....younger than me yes....I feel like a paedophile.

Talking about being a paedophile....I find Nicky' brother very cute as well!!! He looks so stylish....like a model or an artist...with slightly upturned lips, big lazy brown eyes and long eyelashes......slightly olive skin but still fair and soft curly hair!!!!And he's slim and tall....like almost as tall as me and he's only emmm 13 years old??? KYYYAAAAAAAA hehhe Apparently, he like gundam robots and watever it is....coz i found his phone on the canteen floor once and returned to him. But Nicky treats him really bad.....poor boy if he's my brother I would spoil him with love !! HAHA






PS. Omg....I think i just met an internet con person on line just now..and mistook me for Yamapi and asked if I have a web cam..SCAry!!!