Wanted to write a song instead turned out to be a poem.....=.=

Sorry that I'm not beautiful enough for you

Seasons come and seasons go,

if only what I've felt can be gone,

And disappear with the snow as spring arrives,

Just like new life emerging from the ice.

But alas, I haven't change,

I've stayed the same as I come to find,

As foolish and stupid as the love songs played out to be,

I could never find the peace I seek.

I was always known as the smart girl in the long green skirt,

Nothing more and nothing less,

It was hard for me to express,

Who I really am much less,

If I have,

Skirts that cover my knee,

While every other young and beautiful girls around me,

Are waltzing around in skirts that end above the knee.

Times have changed, and I have grown,

Or so I thought,

After giving my heart to another,

I swore not to repeat the same error,

But alas,

I've made yet again another mistake,

Im sure that it would make my heart break,

I've fallen for another,

Who thinks I am not beautiful enough for

P.s: The good thing now tho I've found out early enough to hit the brakes before it is too late..man, how I hate this feeling tho. The feeling of rejection. I feel anger and hurt boiling up within me the moment he said it. I don't know exactly why he has a problem with me. Maybe its my religion? Or maybe its my complexion? Or maybe its just coz its me. Whatever the case I'm glad that I realized this early enough before its too late. Oh well. I guess I should worry more about whats happening in the world than this? But oh well, felt creative and passion this morning.