Music...

Dearest Yamapi,

They say one can only feel the emotions in a song when one is suffering....thats very true. As I sat in front of my computer on my birthday morning from 5.30 am onwards waiting for my family to call......i feel the loneliness and the sadness. A feeling i've havent felt and for once I can feel the music again. Was I really suffering that much back then? Coz I use to feel the music strongly. Only nowadays....once I've moved to Canada that I've lost the feel for the music...and only indulged in club music that didnt really hold any meaning or feeling esp to (get a girl) for guys or to get down..or something.....everything is just about getting laid.....haizzz oh well.My frens wanted to celebrate my bday yesterday night but i was too tired to open the door for them. I kinda feel bad about that. But hey, I've been steaming kuih lapis for 6 hours the whole day and then went to the Welcome party that MASSA held. There were a surprisingly good turn-up of ppl. and A LOT more guys than girls!! lol its the first time i saw that lol! Hahahaha! well thats a good thing? I guess. lol IM REALLY HAPPY that my sister sent me this HAPPY BIRTHDAY Song by NeWs. =D oh well time to study ..have a freaking quiz tomoro on the physics of physiology. I think im getting sick....:( better hold on.... Coz its getting SO FREAKING COLD >.>!!!